there is always a glow
in somebody else’s house
looking from the outside
but
you cannot imagine
your house
to have the same luminosity
when others
view you in your home
so
It always is not true
what glitters…
is not always heaven
there is always a glow
in somebody else’s house
looking from the outside
but
you cannot imagine
your house
to have the same luminosity
when others
view you in your home
so
It always is not true
what glitters…
is not always heaven
I miss that ache
in the depths of my heart
when we were in love
looking in the mirror
oh! are those frown lines?
but no botox for me
Yes
I have fallen out of love
So understand … please
And let us be friends
you… my poetry
are a vent for my heart
for I write you
not for fame or money
but
for my thoughts and feelings
to be verbalised
we loved each other
it was our world
but
I don’t know when
you
became a stranger
and
our lives changed
age doesn’t scare me
but the loneliness it entails
fills me with fear
your tiny feet…I can still hear them
running on the cold stone floors
of our old home
and those eyes …looking up to me
from every direction
but
now
I dont know when you come and go out of the house
I pine to spend time with you my baby
but i guess
you are a man now
so fly
make your own world
and leave me with the memories
of the glorius bygone days
death scares me
as does life
but
it would be a lot easier
with you by my side
you raise your voice
you disrespect me
you lose me
because
it is not about feminism
but it is all about
self respect