it evolved slowly
or the mindset changed
of beauty
for
I was un-beautiful before
and then
one day
it changed
it evolved slowly
or the mindset changed
of beauty
for
I was un-beautiful before
and then
one day
it changed
life became easier
when
I stopped loving
I have loved others
to the point of madness
but
now is the time
to fall in love
with myself
am I the same
person
who loved you madly
needed you desperately
and then
suddenly
I just stopped loving you
making me
an alien
to my earlier thoughts
born
of the same mother
led a life
full of pranks and laughter
but
grew into two women
who like other women
do sometimes
want to put each other
down
why
my love for you
waned
was it
just a phase
or
I am incapable
of love
you really are alone
in this journey called life
i reflect when I suffer
………………
obsess over me
be crazy in love for once
you owe me that
the mountain breeze
fondling my flushed skin
did you send it my way
it is love
the ultimate drive for life
and nothing else