I think how busy I am depends on my mental state.If I have a multitude of thoughts cramming my mind,I am busy. I may not be physically doing much or maybe doing just about the normal day activities, but I have a stupid mind. On a very busy day the following is what keeps me busy.
Not a very good nights sleep.
Get up tired.
Go to the loo…constipated.
Have endless cups of tea.
Again loo…constipated still.
Stare at the wardrobe ,not knowing what to wear.
Pull out an old outfit to wear thinking it will look nice.
Dress up….look in the mirror…not looking nice.
Still leave house as there is no time.
Oh I forgot breakfast.
Sit in the car . Drive. Lots of traffic.
Late for work. Sneak in the back door into my office
Work ,work,work. Still thinking I am not looking good today.
Endless trips to the washroom to see how I look.
Nagging arthritis keeps me preoccupied.
Time to go home, pick up stuff from the market.
Reach home, tired and irritable.
Husband has a list of work ready.Snap at him. Nearly have a fight.
Take out time to again stare at my wardrobe. Want to dress up well tomorrow and blow everyone’s mind.
Oh crap, its evening already. Dinner woes start.
Have an assignment to finish. Open the laptop for work. Start doing online shopping instead. Blow a lot of money.
Depressed.Then realize its very late. Husband is home.Not finished the work he gave me.
Panic.Rush to finish the work. Grab a bite of dinner.
Again stare at the wardrobe.
Again pull out a not so nice outfit.
Then head over to another sleepless night.
WHEW….Out of breath? So am I.