am I happy

I burn

with jealousy and hatred

when

you succeed

and I don’t

for

I am human

but deep inside I am happy for you

am I

thought of you

balmy nights, tranquil breeze

rustling leaves serenading me

with the thought of you

mad love

there is no limit to love

my love

so

go on

show me the madness

you have for me

hold me

love me

so

I don’t lose myself

when

my beauty fades

I find

you still holding me

in your arms

all about love

vying for your attention

makes me do

silly things

but

it is all about love

together

it should happen

simultaneously

falling in love

together

falling out of love

together

imagination

your thoughts

keep me warm at night

they caress me to sleep

even though

you don’t exist

and are just

a figment of my imagination