ruination

 beauty unsurpassed 

not much of a gift

more of a ruination

 

fear of the end

each grey hair

reminiscent of the passing years

the end i fear

a warm heart

cold winds

deep dark clear nights

a warm heart for the winter bed

declining years

your love

sustained me in my youth

but

I need it more

now

in my declining years

sisters!

I cut my finger

And the blood that oozed out

Was the same colour

As your blood

For we are sisters

And our parents blood

Runs in our bodies

So let’s love and care for each other

For we are all we have

love song

ah! that love song

evoking intense memories

of youth and passion

sanity

no

i don’t permit you

to destroy

my peace of mind

for

I need to be sane

for my own sanity

am I happy

I burn

with jealousy and hatred

when

you succeed and I don’t

for

I am human

but deep inside

I am happy for you

lonesome tonight … haiku

lonesome night

my resounding heart beat

gives me company

expectations

I am angry

not at you

for you have stood by me

but with myself

for expecting much more