to travel alone
to a far off destination
is my dream
for even
I don’t know
who I will be
and what would be my actions
with no one to hold me back
where
I won’t be a mother, daughter, sister
but just a random free soul
out to explore the
new world
late night, unsettled
me active on social media
looking for approval?
It’s not worth it
when
love destroys and possesses
instead of
making you grow and
giving freedom and happiness
the love is gone
the feelings are waning
my mind is elsewhere
but still
that look in your eyes
when you see me
perturbs me endless
I am beautiful
inside out
and
I dont need you
to tell me
how to love myself
a beautiful face
gives no assurance whatsoever
of an alluring mind
late at night
alone in my room
I think
of the millions of fellow humans
far away
and
I try to reach out to them
I yearn to form a bond
so
I write, I blog
in the hope
that one day
I shall come across a life changing encounter
with someone out there
that will change my life forever
I detest the cold
and favour the balmy sun
winters are not for me
love crazily, insanely
so that the passion intoxicates
and life happens on its own
talk to my face
let your eyes focus
on my eyes
dont let them wander
down my neck …to my breasts
for it unnerves me
as
i am a mother,a sister and a wife
and the way you stare
makes me feel violated
